Implode.

I’m ready to blow.

I can’t take this shit anymore! I’m pushing my mind to it’s absolute limits. It feels like a big acheing pressure inside me that, if the wrong person comes along and gives shit to me, I’m just going to rip them apart like a fat kid through a twinkie packet. I don’t know what to do guys, I’m stressed emotionally, and my 18 years of tolerance is withering away like the top half of a running hour-glass. I’ve tried my hardest but ___ always brings me back… I can’t run away. I’m sorry.