So today, I took my first mid-term in college and guess what? I failed at it. I got a 10/20. Which is a 50% if my professor's not grading on a curve. If he did, I would probably get a "D" out of it? and maybe a C- if I'm really lucky. I probably did the math wrong and didn't put down the units, and there's no partial credit... and if I did get the number right, but the units wrong, I get that question wrong too... FML!! I want to rant soo bad, but I deserved it.
I fucken hate you chem! I mean I'm going to be a civil engineer and all, maybe into architecture as a specialization, and I need to take you, but why?! Why does chem have to be a little bitch to take? I know my material, but I guess I just can't handle it with time on the line. I guess I'll just have to do well in the next mid-term (#2) or the final.... which is 60% of my grade in total...and I just fucked up this one which is 20%... if I got a 90% on my homework I probably have like... a C- in the class right now... and I need a C average. How do you guys do it? Janice? Jenny? Jackie? everyone else seems like they're passing the class with solid grade and I'm here struggling like a pokemon with no more PP in my moves.
Other then my academic life, my social one is a blossoming one. I'm making new friends pretty fast and I'm out doing stuff with them or going to the gym and working out. So physically I'm doing well, but mentally i'm getting fucked left and right. I need a balance right now...
I do, however, want to keep my gym schedule, I believe letting off steam and getting a healthier, and better looking me is a positive. It doesn't take much time from my day, my stress level goes down, my endorphines up, and I get buffer haha
force myself a 3 hour study time, even though I'll be distracted, I think I'll just spend 3 hours with me and the book, I don't even care if I don't read it, I'll be reading it eventually. Time for homework, and maybe friday nights and saturday is where I can ease off the schooling.
Jackie, Jaddis, Janice, Jenn, other J's, I know you'll be (hopefully) reading this... I need help!! D:
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Friday, October 15, 2010
Laaaaa Deeee Daaa
Mid-terms!! I'm just afraid of chemistry.... 300 people taking pretty much the same test all at the same time. It's like throwing me into a gladiator arena and then say "fight to the death!" This is what I dreaded from the start about college, and it happens. Lots of work, and the lectures don't match up much with the discussion nor the homework, its all irrelevant, but still makes sense.... goddamn!! Other then that and the dreaded writing classes that I've always had problems with since forever. Math is going like a smooth car ride, and uni stud 2 is pretty chill too, even though there still is busy work ahah.
New phone and texting has been good, I text more then I do call people, but I don't mind because most of the texting gets out and in when I'm in my easy classes like math 2B and uni stud 2, so I'm still keeping up in class... kinda. I mostly text girls... its kind of sad aahah. When I do text guys, its all about work or for location, never any convos about glee or how my day was or my opinion of stuff.
Love Hate @ College.
New phone and texting has been good, I text more then I do call people, but I don't mind because most of the texting gets out and in when I'm in my easy classes like math 2B and uni stud 2, so I'm still keeping up in class... kinda. I mostly text girls... its kind of sad aahah. When I do text guys, its all about work or for location, never any convos about glee or how my day was or my opinion of stuff.
Love Hate @ College.
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Week 3?
O man there's so much that happened these past few weeks in college that I don't think I can remember them all aahah. Anyways where to start? I guess week 1.
week 1:
So this week, I didn't really do much except go to all my classes and did homework. I think I went to the A.R.C. which is our school's main gym where everyone goes. It has a swimming pool where Norvik, my roommate, and I try to swim every other day and chyeah... try to get buff I suppose. I don't think I'm making any progress due to college food here with an all-you-can-eat style meals and yeah... it just off-sets the weight gain, so far, no freshmen 15 just yet. I think I've even grown a little taller o_o is that was even possible for me. I met my floor mates, half side of girls, and half side of guys. Our bathroom for the guys was suppose to be for girls, but since the majority of this side with the bathroom is made up of guys, we just turned it into a guy bathroom! The women sign that was on the bathroom previously was place on my door, which was pretty cool in my opinion, nice prank. I met Kassandra Oka and her roommate Laura Blockus, they turn out to be friends for life hahah.
Week 2:
This week, it was practically the same as week 1 except I met more people from a different hall and two guys from Middle Earth. Middle Earth is another residence hall that is pretty much in the middle of campus, but the catch is that all the rooms are pretty small. Mesa Court all the way! I came up with my first college prank, and that was to use duct tape, and a sheet of butcher paper and seal up my neighbor's door way xD it didn't turn out the way I thought it would, but it was a success anyways because half of the people we showed didn't realize there was a door behind the blue paper. This week and beyond, I'm struggling in my writing class.... all the grief. My teacher is a Harvard graduate student for poetry and our class theme is "The Raven" by Edgar Allen Poe...damn! O yeah, I also met Jackie and Kelly, the girls next to Kassandra and Laura's dorm room. I found Kelly to be cute, but sadly she has a boyfriend hahah, I'm just kidding. It was a nice week, except for the stupid rain and hot weather.... damn you bi-polar weather. More ARC
Week 3: This week is going to start somewhere, but I don't know where. I'm guess, its going to start by me doing some crazy studying and stuff because mid-terms are almost up, and some people have 2 mid-terms which is crazy, but why would they call them mid-terms? why not 1/3rd terms? because there will be 3 major tests? haha stupid college people, you amaze me. O yeah... speaking of college students, people ask the most stupid of questions you will ever here, why? because the questions they ask happen to be right in front of them... they can't read their answer prejected, literally, right in front of them. *sigh* So far so good...
Man so far college life has taken a toll on me. Late night studies, conversations, and fun and games...I love it, sort of, because I really want to study, but procrastination hasn't hit me fully yet, so I'm thankful for that! Also, I'm not going to lie, but I still miss her, no doubt about it... I hate that I'm like this. People tell me to move on, but that doesn't help, you know? I'm the kind of person that likes to go against the grain on certain issues; I do just the opposite of what people tell me and that's what makes me, me. I guess college girls are kind of taking me mind off of her, but it doesn't at the same time... people say that UCI has a lot of cute asian girls, but is kind of average... there is alot of asian, but I think most UC would be like this, because its more of a mix of whites and asians. I see them in equal amounts. If you read this, I'm still in like with you, so I'm sorry. I'm so depressing, what the hell?! On to other topics!
Hopefully, this weekend, I get to take my desktop back to my dorm and then get into ventrilo and play cs all night with the guys haha! I can't wait to feel the full force of college, direct connection, internet... O' the joyousness of low ping, 25mbps downloads, and no more looking into a small, dinky, little, and annoying netbook screen that's 10.1 inches and hello 21in monitor!
I'm glad jackie moved on (: you give me hope haha, really. You should tell me more stuff Jackie!!! I want to hear! haha!
week 1:
So this week, I didn't really do much except go to all my classes and did homework. I think I went to the A.R.C. which is our school's main gym where everyone goes. It has a swimming pool where Norvik, my roommate, and I try to swim every other day and chyeah... try to get buff I suppose. I don't think I'm making any progress due to college food here with an all-you-can-eat style meals and yeah... it just off-sets the weight gain, so far, no freshmen 15 just yet. I think I've even grown a little taller o_o is that was even possible for me. I met my floor mates, half side of girls, and half side of guys. Our bathroom for the guys was suppose to be for girls, but since the majority of this side with the bathroom is made up of guys, we just turned it into a guy bathroom! The women sign that was on the bathroom previously was place on my door, which was pretty cool in my opinion, nice prank. I met Kassandra Oka and her roommate Laura Blockus, they turn out to be friends for life hahah.
Week 2:
This week, it was practically the same as week 1 except I met more people from a different hall and two guys from Middle Earth. Middle Earth is another residence hall that is pretty much in the middle of campus, but the catch is that all the rooms are pretty small. Mesa Court all the way! I came up with my first college prank, and that was to use duct tape, and a sheet of butcher paper and seal up my neighbor's door way xD it didn't turn out the way I thought it would, but it was a success anyways because half of the people we showed didn't realize there was a door behind the blue paper. This week and beyond, I'm struggling in my writing class.... all the grief. My teacher is a Harvard graduate student for poetry and our class theme is "The Raven" by Edgar Allen Poe...damn! O yeah, I also met Jackie and Kelly, the girls next to Kassandra and Laura's dorm room. I found Kelly to be cute, but sadly she has a boyfriend hahah, I'm just kidding. It was a nice week, except for the stupid rain and hot weather.... damn you bi-polar weather. More ARC
Week 3: This week is going to start somewhere, but I don't know where. I'm guess, its going to start by me doing some crazy studying and stuff because mid-terms are almost up, and some people have 2 mid-terms which is crazy, but why would they call them mid-terms? why not 1/3rd terms? because there will be 3 major tests? haha stupid college people, you amaze me. O yeah... speaking of college students, people ask the most stupid of questions you will ever here, why? because the questions they ask happen to be right in front of them... they can't read their answer prejected, literally, right in front of them. *sigh* So far so good...
Man so far college life has taken a toll on me. Late night studies, conversations, and fun and games...I love it, sort of, because I really want to study, but procrastination hasn't hit me fully yet, so I'm thankful for that! Also, I'm not going to lie, but I still miss her, no doubt about it... I hate that I'm like this. People tell me to move on, but that doesn't help, you know? I'm the kind of person that likes to go against the grain on certain issues; I do just the opposite of what people tell me and that's what makes me, me. I guess college girls are kind of taking me mind off of her, but it doesn't at the same time... people say that UCI has a lot of cute asian girls, but is kind of average... there is alot of asian, but I think most UC would be like this, because its more of a mix of whites and asians. I see them in equal amounts. If you read this, I'm still in like with you, so I'm sorry. I'm so depressing, what the hell?! On to other topics!
Hopefully, this weekend, I get to take my desktop back to my dorm and then get into ventrilo and play cs all night with the guys haha! I can't wait to feel the full force of college, direct connection, internet... O' the joyousness of low ping, 25mbps downloads, and no more looking into a small, dinky, little, and annoying netbook screen that's 10.1 inches and hello 21in monitor!
I'm glad jackie moved on (: you give me hope haha, really. You should tell me more stuff Jackie!!! I want to hear! haha!
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