I wanted to have my first kiss with a certain someone on new years day when the clock hits 12:00:00, but that's just a fantasy. Well, that is too big of a request.
by the way if you're wondering what's wrong with me right now, I'm just hating the fact that I'm not spending this new year the way I had planned and that I'm stuck here on new years eve watching the stupid jersey shore cast take over MTV. Remembering when I looked forward to seeing MTV on new years eve. Michael Jackson, Prince, John Mayer... looking back and comparing it today, it just makes me emo. I mean, I like change, just not bad change.
Starting 2011 as an emo introspect. perfect. I feel like locking myself in the science library with a physics/math book in front of me while everyone's celebrating the end of an overall shitty year with the exception of the overall performance of the high school class of 2010. I see big things from us.
I'm sorry to whoever's reading this, I just get like this from time to time when I'm just by myself and I think of everything and its usually the best outcome of past situations. Just tears me apart. Awells, I'm just glad that the optimistic part of me can balance my emo side.
After much thought, I think the cure to my illness boils down to one statement:
To be showed as much affection in return as I show my affection towards her.
(I need to own a dog perhaps.)
Saturday, January 1, 2011
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