is the fact that, for my heart to forget her, I have to completely cut off all contacts with her. Deleting her off my facebook, phone (this in itself is hard because she has my phone # and she texts me occasionally), AIM (same with the phone), tell people not to mention her for a while, and put away everything that reminds me of her (ex. the prom pic taped to the backside of my senior year verdugo id) ... thats alot of fucken work!
the reason I'm thinking about this at a time like this? I don't know, I looked at my AIM buddy list and she was there.
Yeah... I can't force myself, but I could slowly push it away. Then theres always the long gruesome way of just letting it walk out of me.
I don't fucken know anymore. I might, just go for it, again.
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