More fishes in the sea,

I should've just laid there in bed,
I shouldn't have gotten up,
Between breathing that conscious sea air and the moment I realized I did not remember how I fell asleep,
Everything was pretty much agony in disguise; rocking boat,
Its been half a fathom,
I should've been stronger, wiser, and more experienced before tackling something like this; Regrets,
So many ships to choose from,
and my heart sails towards a inverted siren,
leaving nothing but reoccurring memories that are daunting,
I shouldn't have listened.
Then again,
If I tell myself to hold on...



3 days until I move to UCI and be one my own for the very first time, my roommate is going to be gone until Monday. I have everything planned out in my head. I need to not straighten things out but to go into an athletic position, because this very moment @ 5:57pm 9/16/2010 I'm in utter mess.

My plans for move-in:
1. Set up everything; settle down
2. Memorize my class location through visually
3. Enjoy myself
4. To stop thinking about people and care only for myself... I've done that for far too long now and its like a struggling business, the price of myself costs more then the sentimental and material values in return... I'm gaining very little to nothing in net.