Before I sleep.

Before my eyes give away from the shot of the licorice tasting medicine, I think i'll blog until then.

Grades, not looking so good... goddamn, end of story.

I've been trying to talk to her personally for a while now, but the bashful nature that is her be preventing us from doing that. Seeing as how everyone is so open these past few weeks there would be no surprise if there was one. Having conversation about other people's love life got me wonder: "wow." I don't know how this girl got to this point but she's a party animal, and a heart breaker at one point I bet. Even though it made me flinch a little, it had no significant effect upon me since it IS high school after all. The birth place of rumors, dramas, and everything in between. Then again, it's these things that put people closer together, whether it is more of the friendship direction or closer emotionally. Maybe that's why they created high school reunions, maybe because since high school is real life in a nut shell that they want to compare it to the real life adults go through.
I may not be the most fun of people when it comes to things I really believe in, since I am 80% of the time being non-serious, if I want something I am determine to get it with the additive amount of procrastination. However I do go for quality then quantity, so I dont care how long it takes as long as the customer is happy.

going on a tangent and away from the subject above: can you alumnis please tell me exactly what I have to do for the next 4 -5 months? because EOP is killing me on the deadline and I didn't know what to right and I didn't realize that the EOP for UC's is just one application, while CSU's are required to have 2 letters of recommendations and your tax returns.

back to the subject, yea... I dont get life. But as of right now, the life everyone is accustom to is that everything is based off first impressions.

I think life should just be one huge learning experience, dont care about grades, or strict standards, but what works, work and learning how it works is fine, but dont butcher it. Dont take the fun out of the equation, because in one form or another, fun is always there.