Sighing Woohoo

I'm just going to probably whine throughout this blog because i dont have anything else to say or do. Since school is going to start in a couple of days I think it should be clear to everyone of their classes, if you guys didn't get my schedule from facebook, my classes are: (all AP) calc,gov't,eng,comp sci/tennis. So yeah, its going to be almost the exact same schedule as Anthony Vuong's. Such a good guy :D. I really need a GOOD, an EXTRAORDINARY, or even a CRAZY motivation for me to do my classes well. I mean I know I can do it, but I'm just being realistic that I wont have any encouragement to do well on all. I told myself that I'm going going to go on the computer on Saturdays and maybe Sunday's depending on the work and the only way to contact me is through phone, since its always on. This, in theory, will let me have a chance to study up on my subjects, do good in school, get somewhere in my life, get to communicate will friends with emotion and not through facebook, AIM, e-mail, etc. which are emotionless, like I told Atis, ANYONE can flirt over AIM but the confidence. have the courage to flirt in person(hardest)/ on the phone(hard), and it lets me have a chance to actually use my phone because its mostly been gathering dust waiting for people other then my family to call. Ceejay called today, but that was for like a sec. telling me to get on the computer and play games. yup yup... this summer I really wanted to change a little but its hard as hell if your stuck in the house for the majority of the time. I had some fun experience but not enough to change anything. still waiting on that special someone (yeah, I just had to put that line, its been really itching me lately.) even though I got to let all that shit go once school starts and if I'm planning to get some good scores on my AP exams... jesus christ how I regret not doing well on those. College application will soon tear me limb to limb trying to writing/type a good essay. I AM ONE BIG COMPLETE FAILURE!!!!!. I think whining is good for you as long as it doesn't annoy others, I think so because it lets you tell yourself of all the flaws you have and then its your choice to either embrace it and do something about, or just keep on whining til you get that shit fixed.I kind of want to fade away from all the shit above, so yeah. I have no social life so I have nothing to talk about haha. I just play with Anthony, Micheal, Quan, Kevin Conine, Ceejay, Arshad, Greg, Justin and all those people online and my dad just yells at me because my only social life is online, I mean its not that bad venting with good pals. But my dad annoys the crap out of me for it. My ass is burning from sitting here and trying to type all this up, so I'm going to stop here. I'm one complex human being...FML..

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