I failed.

So today.. it goes downhill from period 1...

1) I have to do the video editing with my crappy ass computer because no other computer works or has movie maker... I think that's bullshit...

2) failed my spanish test and no matter how hard Sidney says I'm smart.. I'm not...

3) I dont think I did good on my math test... piece of shit.. and I lost in pokemon battle because of 1 stupid little draw...

4) tennis didn't brighten up my day.. ceejay didn't come down because we expected no challenges.. so along come albert deng... man.. I got a game to play on a day that I thought that it was a break for me n' ceejay... so I wore my nice shoes to play.. I did shit rallying with Chris H., Karl, n' Matt.. then I rallied with JonRoss n' Matt.. I did shit again... THEN I decided to go along and play a game with Dick, Samantha n' I vs. Jackie n' Dick.. we lost 2-3... then we decided to continue and Ryan N. as my partner.. he faulted an entire game.. 6-8.. Then after that Albert n' Wang vs Ceejay n' I.. 4-6,6-1,3-6.... I was so pissed... how the FUCK did we get a 6-1.. I went emo not the fact about the game, the game was good, anthony has his top spin serve back and I was pumped to topspin battle with him, but the fact that people challenge us like at 4:30.. I know its something not to whine about, but I just need to get it off my back because it bugs me. I mean we know people go home at 5:30, so why the fuck would you challenge someone else so late?! All we can do now, is complain, forgive, n' forget. Well, hope for the best @ reseda monday.. hopefully I'll be in a fantastic, optimistic, and jolly mood so that I can get some confidence in myself and do some good...

tennis is a sport with guts and no mercy... and I was yellow today..