CHAOS!!

So, today, I was a mess.
my hair was a mess, but i like it messy looking, but not bed-head.
went to school, forgot my AP US stuff and had to explain it to McCrary.
Tried to figure out where to start on Ryan N.'s new racquet. I popped the $30 strings while stringing it... I still blame myself, no matter what Ryan says.
came home, while in the bus...freaking rotten egg smell...wtf?!
did homework, try to figure how to help ryan out, and found out he didnt need it, cept I got the allen ranch
wierd shit happened today, and I feel like shit....


FUCK MAN I SERIOUSLY NEED A GF. BUT MY FUCKEN DAD , like all asian parents, WONT LET ME GET ONE D:.......no joke...


yeah...guys, if you read this im still emo..on the inside :O
funny how life works.

I contemplate about life a lot, like what if this, what if that....I would probably think of stuff you would never imagine, nothing perverted or anything. I have a wild imagination and I need something to but my ideas into it, maybe not all at once, but in burst. My mind is always wondering if its not important or if its boring as school lunch.
LOL in the contrary, life is like school lunch:
sometimes you get the good stuff, sometimes the bad stuff
sometimes you don't know whats coming out and whats going in.
you share it, you eat it up quick and sometimes painless or painful.
sometimes you get it cold or you get it hot as fuck.
and sometimes you just know what your going to get and you practically get it everyday.
sometimes you don't get what you want. And when you do get what you want, your satisfied.
sometimes you get into fights(food fights) both mentally and physically.
and sometimes you even think what your going to get the next day.
you sometimes get a little bit and sometimes, a lot.
life's like school lunch because there's always a line for it(births), and people don't always get it.(deaths)
LIFE IS JUST SURPRISES

ROFL, I wont get in too deep on the analogies.
the wierd part is, I thought of it all when my comp rebooted